It’s October. Weather is pleasantly cool, and I”m starting vacation next week, although I am not going anywhere special. I’m taking the time off to recharge mentally and focus on polishing up my songs.
Awhile ago, I was working with a musician friend, but we don’t talk anymore. I think he gave up on me because we were not on the same wavelength. I am an introvert. He is an extrovert. I’m calm. He is chaotic. I am a morning person. He is a night person. But mainly because he told me video game is a waste of time and he was trying to turn me into someone that I am not. I don’t like that feeling.
I guess artists have different ways at looking at the world. One, you create art because you want the glamour that comes with it, or you create art because you feel inclined to imitate your universe so that you can see your creation from a third-person perspective. In the end, you make sense of yourself and your reality. But of course, this is just my observation. Hmm…to be honest, I don’t even know if I am making any sense writing this.
Let’s just say, I have been doing things alone creatively and have been obsessively playing the same song that has so many different versions over and over. Do I think it’s good? I have no idea. All I know it’s from my heart and I am giving birth to it. So this is part of the reason why I have not been active on this blog. So I am afraid this blog might shift from games and more towards creative works in the upcoming future. I don’t want to surprise anyone. That doesn’t mean I have given up on games. I still play them when I can. In fact, I will be playing Nonary Games next week. I am excited. Well, I think it’s time to sleep.
Thanks for reading.